Hope everything will be okay .

Hopeless .

Back from tuition .

I'm so bored once again .

watched drama again .

I finished one again .

every time I think of those memories i felt speechless and hopeless .

She asked me weather wanna out for tomorrow anot .

I stopped my mind for more than one second why she ask me out ?

might be ...

negative things out again !

but still I can't go , 'cause I only have Tuesday , Wednesday and half of Thursday are free .

I'm not giving you excuse this time and

I might not going back to SM again .

first , no transport my sis not willing to fetch me .

second , I don't feel like going back anymore .

I went back twice I got some results .

I know our different just like chalk and cheese ...

I'm chalk , you're cheese .

once we're ; we always are .

I don't really think what it write is right .

Recently , I have an issue with anger .
but I'm dealing with it.
It makes me quiet , and seem distant ,
but I'm still here .
Just a little more damaged than before .

27 days to go ; I haven't pack myself up to leave here .

Today's quotes ;

True silence is the rest of the mind ;

it is to the spirit what sleep is to the body ,

nourishment and refreshment.