loner?

last day of 2012 and I am back.

Let's just say the ups and downs that Ive gone through this year is way easier than what I got used to back then. I remembered back then it was the first time got back-stab, first time being ditch, first time being alone, first time being left behind from everyone you thought would be there for you. This year might be the same what I been through. Realizing being honest doesnt work on the immature kid, being mean makes me a bad person and ignoring makes me the fearless person. Guess is time to move on since tomorrow/ next year is a good head start to make things better.
ANYWAY,
dad's here, gone to a road/flight trip from Queenstown up to Wellington. It was tiring after all but worth it to spend the time with the fam. n i started to realize how MANY friends i have. Throughout the trip I found no one to text while I just stair at the sis n bro receiving message with the smile upon them yet Im there like an unsociable person. I do admit I dont have friends and who doesnt wants to have friends to share the little things with? I mean often people have the best friends around from high school but mine is just worse than the worst.
define friend. define the good memory without any friend.


J.

time to get it back together.

It's been so long and I miss blogging day and night and ignore judgment.

ohrighty, I will be back after my papers and stay tune if you are wanting to see more photos. :)

third of March.

Im still alive.
2012 has started more than three months and i havent blogged since last year's November.
The Summer holiday has passed and im glad that i went back since is their last year to be together and me to them. 2012 and i will be die in NZ rather than in Msia.
How's things lately?
things are different as usual. time flies and things just back and gone. *phew* sweating all around

ANYWAY, i miss them. :(