She says.

a song that I love recently. Thanks to Kenji that introduce to me. Seriously, I dont actually like this song until i start to read the lyrics and the last few seconds of this music video.

well, life been hard and no one will want their life to be hard as always. It's the last day of 2010 and something serious happened. I scolded my dad and i never thought i was dare to do so. I thought i would have lots of fun on the last day of 2010 but no. I will just stay at home and think through what happened and what's going to happen next. My 2010 was exhausted, fcked up, started to appreciate and also being happy in public. This is my life.

this is mine not yours.

This is powerful, almost too powerful. How many of you feel hurt when you see this? How many of you feel sad for her or for people that will put her down for her body? Has society brainwashed us into making us believe this is “ugly” ? I dont know the answers, but maybe this will make you think twice.

change.

So do people .

I heard he said she changed to worse and that’s not a bad thing but neutral. People do change by the time comes. To be honest, I changed no idea to better or worse. For me life been hard even is here and people just don’t know how to care about friends. Well, I miss both of my best friends more than anything. One moved and the other is drifting away from me. We don't talk and it hurts so much. We used to have the most amazing times together, we used to be like sisters. We used to spend every single day together. ;( I miss you!

apologize.

Due to some problem, will not blog so often but old posts will updated soon. Because I needa type my blog post in MicrosoftWord just can post it here or else the post will be BORING with black and white only. Anyway, went to immigration today for mum’s passport and my mum got like 70% to go back Malaysia late ofcourse I’m not gonna stay here and wait for her. I,Jessie Tan is still gonna go back to MY to enjoy the time that I’ve wasted last time. Although time cant travel back but I’m sure I can appreciate for this time. Ate Giapo the best gelato shop ever! Am full with Korean food and ice-cream. Dinner still on with XiuQi’s family.

Next post will be about my room again, it happened on the next few days of my birthday. Balloons everywhere and also balloons skin are here. Imagine there are thousands of skins in your room and it smelled so freakin’ bad. Gtg now, needa pack and pack and also pack. ;)

Xmas is awesome.

random pic of my spongebob present from Nicole and Fiona. Thanks babe.

It’s Sunday, the super hot and noisy Sunday. Let’s talk about yesterday, was the 11^th Carmen and Karen had their exam today. They both were nervous ASS! After fetching them to college, we went to Brisco to get mattress. Guess what? I got a spongebob mattress with a plain blanket cover. It was CHEAP thanks to xmas. Everywhere is starting to have sales as I’ve mentioned to the last few post. Chocolate are totally the one which is having sales. Then we off to have our breakfast. Korean food for breakfast wasn’t that bad but good ! after that, we went to billabong outlet and also ripcurl’s. Federation is always not on sale. SO SAD. Somehow, mum and I bought some stuff from there also get William huge jacket from RipCurl. After that, back to home and rest for a moment. Out to fetch Carmen home. Stayed at home then out for something seriously I forgot what I’ve done. So let’s talk about Sunday which is today.

Woke up off to Sunday Market, and yes as normal mum woke me out with her loud voice till I cant actually not wake up and accompany her. She wakes Carmen and William too, my mum is just too cute. Lols, we had breakfast with the German sausage with honey mustache best food ever. Seriously, it tastes awesome. Then we went back home and do some housework also pack some stuff since we’re going back on Wednesday. Suddenly, my mum realize that William doesn’t have enough shorts to go back Malaysia so then we off to billabong again. Get him a boardshorts.. Still he needs another pair of shorts so my mum decided to go Dressmart which mean I got chance to get Joe his favorite. Due to Xmas sales, we bought tons of stuff and yes tons. I got a lacoste bag and a Raulph Lauren polo tee(it’smylove).

Never thought Xmas sales will be that awesome, then got back home about 4 or 5. After dinner, we went to supermarket to get chocolate and yes not for myself but the daibs. OMG, I’m crazy about them *iwonderwhy*. Then off back home, enjoy the sweet memories with hong kong drama. ;)

this is my lacoste bag, Carmen bought one so as William.

Buy 2 free one and yes SALES.

William’s, gonna snatch it from him if I need it. haha

my polo. <3

Joe’s , it cost about RM125. SALES!!!