err...

u blocked me?

or u really went out??

对不起.我对你们说了慌..

Pic uploaded in FS.
sum didt cz MB too big..
lazy to resize...will b upload here[i think]

View.In Genting album...
http://profiles.friendster.com/jessmissyou

p/s: Hate PINK!!!

Is REAL! No more him!!!

Back from Genting~

Have lots of fun!

[at nitez]

photos will b uploaded soon...

P/S:Grace cheer!!!dun b sad sad sad!!!

最近都没看到你上线!
=你去哪里了?
=你生病了?
=你出去了?
=你去**了?
=你和***了?


突然想念你...
不知道为什么~
那感觉有一点
像爱,恨还是喜欢?
其实我也不知道...
我看不出也想不通我要你还是...
我不知道!!!

离开?留下?

Yesterday had a dream~
Is about skul!
the skul reopen~
the 1st thing i remember is...
i same class wif no DaiBs memeber![SAD T.T]
nvm...bt i thought i same class wif ynG![i though she's goin to Aus??]
-Weng
-Xian
-David[怪怪的]
-&Fatt


dunno y..
the feel jz like real.
if is real thn GOOD!!!
cz the dream he did sumthing~
haiz.dun think too much la.
NTG I cant do..even thoght is WAIT!!!

No hope n No dare!

P/S:I think i gonna leave~[不肯定]

Went to IKANO~
to eat IKEA 'meat ball n smoke salmon' hehe[yum yum~]
Nice!!
thn whn to cold storange to buy sumthing..
saw SPONGEBOB Popcorn!!!

1st face

2nd face it have

3rd~

last face spongebob have!!

it cost 60+ la...i wan bought d..

bt my mum scold me whn i wan to pay!

haiz.

nvm im coming again!

wait 4 me!!!!

haha

i wan gif Kam d..

bt cant bought it!

n gt another SPONGeBOB

tis is wif a cup d..

very nice.[nvr took pic]hehe

Hope NO ppl brought it!

Er...

i would like to ask~

Wat is playgirl?

Isnt a girl which 暗恋完一个人然后就立刻fall in luv wif other?[hope so..]

err...

or is a person who jz gif up thn find a new target?

hahax

U dun think too much tis is nt JESSIE TAN!

wakaka

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我想太多.

就算再多我也必须忘掉这一切!

这是应该的?

还是...算了?!

少了你.

有一种感觉.

那种愉快和心中的爱.

也慢慢的不见了...

那是对的还是错?

不想知道.

今天,他无段段来跟我CHAT

吓到一下的~

哈哈.可是我真的一点感觉都没有.

这让我知道我的确放弃了你...

WAKAKAKA

______________________________________

Gonna STAY or LEAVE?

这句话让俩个人来问我同样的问题.

可是,我答的答案都是一样的.

[After Genting trip i will write at here~]

Damn!

Swimming Class??

i also noe hw to swim la...wan me go swimming class a?

u ask me go Die i also dun wan arh!!!!

U ask me go play basketball,badminton,even is tennis i also go...bt dun wan SWIMMING!!

Say wat?

New Zealand gt swimming class??

i also noe hw to swim liao.so can dun wan learn?

y u dun wan believe me i noe d?

If u dun believe is ur own prob nt mine!

wat for i always listen to u..nw i cant have a choice?

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我怎麼了 ?

我累了 我不爱 我不痛 我不懂

我的心早已掏空 真心话言不由衷

忘了你

恨了她

想念他

这一切我必须忘记,不能记得!

包括你们和你...

Gonna LEAVE or STAY?

mz forget or?

Hope?

Happiness?
Trust?

我所有的希望,全消失了.

我的快乐,全不见了.

我的信任,全被你骗走了.

就算我跟你说放弃...

你应该回觉得是假的吧?

不用紧...

我现在彻彻底底的放弃王合文!!!!

我现在应该爱上他..哈哈~~

我的Darling~!!

那感觉真的停留在我的心里...

我很累...

每天看到你[P.M]就让我想到好多东西...

就像我一个人寂寞,你有你的宝贝

那会让你开心吗?

如果是我让你有着你的宝贝

你的生活方式会比现在好很多吗?

我爱你,可是我说不出...

而且,你有她了~

那你开心就好...

祝福你和她~

我想知道你的一切...

但是我知道我不配

其實我還是不懂 到底哪裡出了錯
緊握的雙手 現在選擇沉默
忍不住想挽留 話卻說不出口
一時的勇氣 抹不掉傷心回憶
我以為我瞭解你

該離開的人是我

我竟然還手足無措
倔強的我還企圖裝灑脫

自從你消失在我眼前後 我愛你的眼淚很寂寞

習慣你的我習慣不自由

付出了太多 平衡不了失落

怎麼錯的都是我
你用了冷漠对带我每一件事

我却狠狠的錯怪我自己[是我太爱你]

我不能先低頭

我以為我擁有你,甚至于清楚你

沒有用的人是我
都怪我太不甘示弱
即使捨不得讓你一個人走
自從你離開以後 和她在一起.
我選擇的是站在原地守候你和她
失去我才懂是我不成熟
都怪我自己太笨

我不爱了 我不痛了 我也不懂了~

我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.
..........................我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.
....................................................我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.
..............................................................................我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.
....................................................我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你
..........................我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.
我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.我爱你.

我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.

我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你............................

我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.......................................................

我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你..............................................................................

我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.......................................................

我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.............................

我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.我想你.

The feel come bac suddenly...

:Miss

:Talk

:Love

:Want

:Need

The luv i have is wat?
or...
Jessie is without luv in her life~
ntg will happens.


tat day heard from sze..said tat he's jz playing.
有一种说不出的感觉...
那种感觉是带一点恨也带有一的欢喜~
可是.我也不知道我还爱他还是放开所有东西了~

但,我唯一知道的就是我恨'她'!!!!!!!

P/S:nt his gf~

是'她'~~~~~~~

我超讨厌'她',就算不是因为那件'事'我也那么讨厌'她'

She FLIRT!!!

She the things which BITCH DOES!!!

She always talk as SHOUT!!!

She SUX!!!

She only thinks about herself!!!

She nvr thinks about OTHERS!!!

She make ppl HATE HER!!![not only me~]

She thought she's very PRETTY!!!

She PERASAN!!!

She nvr thinks about me n her!!!

Yes~!!!!!!

IPod Classic!

My dad brought it back!!!

Happy bt dunno gif who d...hehe

Sweet time?

the 2nd couple in our gang!!!

Having a sweet time there~

Happy hor~

Wish u two happy larhx...

Yesterday went to Lot 10,Pv,Sg Wang...
the hurt place is there~
ntg i can do!

me,sze n venn reach Pv 1st thn walk here wlk there..
thn sze went to BaskinRobbin to have an ice-cream venn also having...
Mint ChocChips?[nt sure]
thn singk.at RED BOX + sing until 6...
we broke a glass at there..
haha
run out nerh!
total @there=RM183.70
Grace gif RM84
Ash gif RM50
Me gif RM50
haha...

thn all of them went bac only me n Jing stay there..
Venn n Sze go to KLCC buy flirt-flort~
thn go n have dinner only me~
Jing nvr eat.
chat liao many thingsz.
thn went to front door to wait Jing's mum..
mine too..
wait around 10min++
thn my mum reach 1st after tat dunno hw is Jing orh!

Phone no credit $$$

Upload Photo soon...

曾經在我眼前

卻又消失不見

這是今天的第二遍

我经历过的好像在你的雙眼消失了

我愛你 你知不知道?

你不知道, 不知道什麼好預兆

你好不好, 比他没有什么好不好

曾經

泪水快把我淹没 到底谁该难过?

究竟是谁应该放掉 这段感情

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺就成了一个又一个的骗话

在我的现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉他 我不爱他

笑着难过 自我惩罚

带着面具来忘记他~

想终止这一切挣扎

直了心说真心话

但他却以为我说了一个真心慌话

别告诉他 我还想他

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让我的沉默代替所有回答

我不爱了 我不痛了 我也不懂了~

Happy B'day to

MOONIE~

&

Choon Wei

O.o
Sien sei luu..
today at skul do ntg..n no fun at all~
jz have sum activities in audi , canteen , class...

oh ya~
DaiBs celebrate Wei,Dao Gei Jing n me d b'day~
Sien also la..
jz eat cake n play chicken wings~
haha
we burn it~
wakaka

tomoro nt goin skul~
have a talk nerh!
i think it will b SUX!
n mz stay go to 'Yamaha Center' pratice piano~
for the coming exam!!!!
I wan Die rdy...
haiz..i wish i can dun PLAY PIANO ANYMORE!!!
It's SUX!!!
I wan GUITAR~DRUM!
[bt i like the notes of piano]hehex.

GoodLuck:Pei,Sze & Jing~[for tomoro!]

男孩应该原谅女孩的10个地方


1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。


2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。


3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.


4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。


5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。


6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。


7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。


8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。


9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。


10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

He wished me...
bt i have no feel~
isnt let go?
i saw u holding her hand i have no 任何反应...
Let Go?
wish too..

Luv a person 4 no reason...

I H T I L Y

Happy B'day to:

EMO THANG YI-JING!!!!!!

Wei Wong

爱?

我爱你是错?
如果真的是错.那我宁愿不要对

我爱你...
我狠你...
我等你...
我...

EMO?

Hw to be EMO?
-Hurt myself?
-Ask Jing.?
-sad 4 no reason.
-say thing to my own self?

Yin N Me~

Fun at tat day~

Yee~




...

Yng N Jess

<3
last time d...hehe

B'day?

[MOODY]


Yesterday,
pass my b'day~
Hurt!
the worst b'day i nvr had ever!!!!!
Hate yesterday~[skul only]

cant say it out~
saw his...
he still gt sms her~

FINE!

校友会!

校友会!

We gathering at Jln Davidson!
Happy~
hehe...
they still remember my b'day nerh~
i thought all forget me jor d...hehe
get syok nerh when they suddenly sing songs to me..
hehe

the things happen~when i get syok about 'it'~
他们叫我去拿东西给他们吃!
然后,我去咯~
一回到桌子的旁边...
伟建,讲他要回了..
然后我求他不要酱早回!
thn they suddenly sang b'day song to me nerh!
n very loud too..[malu]
everybody looking at me nerh~
hehe gt a bit pai seh!
after tat,愈康走到我的旁边..
一个人独唱'Happy B'day' 给我..
吓到啦..
无段段,给人家吓!

_________________
ppl who went~{6K}~
-ying.
-ee.
-me.
-jane.
-nee.
-haword.
-jia yi.
-Yee Khang.[lengzai jor~]
-Mun Hon.[tall jor~]
-Victor[hair long jor~]
-guan tatt
-C.C.C
-yan shu.
-n many many...
hehe

tis year many ppl went bac nerh~
our class is the most!
wakak
Luv it~
Pic will upload tomoro~
cz wanna sleep rdy hehe..

wait 4 my new post~!

p/s:coming soon...

B'day coming nerh~ in more thn 10 min..
hehe
dunno hw is tomoro?
Nice?
Will moody?
Hurt?
or Bad?
dunno la..
7-11~!
i'm coming! hehe
wat will happen leh?
haiz...jz wish tat u...
nvm la..i noe cant d~
hehe
tomoro wan wear mask lo!

Davidson! Im coming to see u all!

wakakak..

my b'day go bac see primary frien..

hehe..

exciting!

hope it will be good!

long time didt see them luu..

dunno hw was them n hope u all r fine!

thx alot yar~

Gace~so early thn send msg n wish me jor!

hehe

GoodLuck everyone~

Haha..

jz finish chatting wif 自作聪明,讲话想冰~

she arh~

today push me leh!

hurt me rdy wakaka

she make many songs nerh~!

erm 1st is..

``R u happy?

``R u happy?

---thn my answer..

No.

``Y nt happy?

``Y nt happy?

---thn i dunno wat to say..

hehe

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Today kenal DC~

gt so litter ppl there only ..

erm...

-Me.

-Jane.

-David.

-Ranie.

-Wai Hong.

-Yi-Weii.

-Wy Lun.

-"Helmet tou"

a bit fun la..

saw Ranie's koko book...

her pic so cute~

hehe



Thn Ranie took David's bag n hide..he so stupid still go n find his bag~

wakaka

Actually at Ranie's back..

hehe

thn David hurt his hand..

thn Ranie sais wan tell Bonnie~

haha

he say nonono~

plz..

wakaka

1st time have lots of fun in DC.!

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Today picked dao 1 paper...write 1 song..
i think is 嫁给我...
inside the paper wrote~

``Remember me
``Say u nid me.
``这就是爱情的定律.
``爱情不是场游戏.
``千万不要太任性~

P/S:hope u noe tis...

Haiz..
always heard the cheer words...
bt i nvr cheer before
the cheer i have is wat?
the only way i can cheer is wat i dunno..

-always wear mask on my own face?

-always put the farking face on?

-always tell lie to u n u n u~!

我知道你一看到我就关...

我终于明白爱你是错的~

可是,我...

我放~

我爱~

可以了吧?

你恨我吧!

我习惯了~

我和你就一直这样下去吧!

不可能是朋友也不可能会有关系!!

时间过了走了~
时间也没有走过...

we did our 'KH masakkan'' today...
haha
do many things to eat!
n fast~
wakakka...
no prepare 4 judge~
gif Venn d 4 Khang,waakaka

Picca~

Tan Chun Weng USELESS~!

Yumm~

the lunch we did..^^

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At audi~

Sexy man~ Gace!

PEACE~

想想想想想想~
都不知道为什么回*~
haiz..
heard about u...*~
noe about u n her *again~
ntg i can do nw!
wait?
let go?
[==]

辛苦~

HURT~

NTG I CAN DO~

很累~

放不下~

想太多~

恨我自己~

爱你~

输给你~

面具?

如果,我可以带着面具做人...

那该有多好?!

可是我的面具时常给你们识破...

就像今天,想不记得那件事可是却~

不用紧的吧!

我想应该不去想它就好了~

嘻嘻~

那我就带着我的面具做人就好了...

哈哈

天天带着就好了!

Feeling...

Today like fall a sleep..
i think sick rdy.
bt all the feel in my heart is broke n sad!
n ntg can do in my life..

Im Dead!

____________________________________________________________

nobody can help me[anymore]

including u...

ntg will happen anymore~

still thinking wan go Midvalley mou~

i scare i go i'll b very very moody!

我想死...

我想自杀!

我想洗脑~

我想忘掉着这一切!

Happy B'day Nat~

[Nut 头]

我真的死了~

我彻彻底底的被你打败~

我输了!

I LOSE DEEPLY~

I LOVE DEEPLY~

I DEAD DEEPLY~

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

U happy wif her?

p/s:u two seriously together?

Hope

MOODY~

Thinking many things rite nw..

all those things is many 'him'~

Haiz...ntg i can do rite nw..

我期待.

-你还记得我的生日吗?

-你会跟我讲一句"生日快乐"吗?

-你会想到我吗?

-你会...

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我想我应该面对这一切...
我所做的着一切...

一切都是一条不可回头的路...

就算路一直都在...

我想把我和你只可一当这几个月的'朋友'...

但是,我想当一辈子~

我想我应该面对这一切

我所做的着一切

Hope u can see this...

全都是我的错!

你对完...

我有选择吗?

这个世界只有你的大女儿有用
我最没用只回带麻烦给你...
我的错!
她是对的.她会想嘛~!
她为你争光...我只会浪费你的时间和丢你的脸!
今天拿到DC我不知道要怎样给你~
费事你又讲多多...

____________________________________________

这也是我的错...

我不应该这样的~

对不起!