Sorry doesn't mean everything .

The words for me is nothing .

hate it !

Spent the day in city today . Morning the sky looked sunny but when you walked out the door you can feel wind blowing your hair up and down , the trees dancing in front of your yard and flowers getting old and singing . Let's start with I wake up from bed and took bath and after meal in car going to city to meet my sis's friends Karen and Janet . we met each other in Mid City ' an asian mall ' . They walked and shop and what I do is window shopping after few hours went to had lunch then went to city walk through shops like Glasson , Cotton On , Zippy and etc . I didn't buy anything but cookies the best cookies in the world i think . =D bought 10 pieces and I ate 1 only 'cause i need to left some for brothers and sisters . After buying these and that went to shop shop and my sis bought something from Kikki'k ( as yng said is nice and is really nice the books there are freaking cool I gonna buy the camera kit . ) the things are freaking expensive man . I gonna save some money up and buy things from there 'cause is freaking cool . After that went to shop again after shop went to take bus and back to new house which near our new house mum fetched and go there tengok tengok back to aunty May's house to have dinner ! Before that my sis receieved a letter from her friend , Kien Hao . After meal chat and play cards the day we spent was just normal and kinda bored !

I want shopping badly ofcz dont forget to give me money about that !

I freaking jealous now a days for no reason . I can't nagging in the blog ! gosh I'm freaking annoying . I just feel like no point I'm jealous now 'cause I dont have the friends like her I dont have friends who put me inside their heart that's really suck ! IGNORE ME !!!

friends ?

Wish her had got a great birthday celebration with us .

6th of April for others are just a normal day

but for my mum in 1991 she gave birth for someone like her ...

Her ?

Yesh , you're right is my sis !

Carmen's big day and it also means ....

I love this picture so damn much so I decided to put this as your wish post !

The years we spent last few years weren't that good so as this year of 'cause I own you thousand of presents i knew it but I will give you when i think of what I gonna get you .

Is the time to let the photos do the talking . =D

we celebrated her birthday in aunty May's house and steamboat .

After our meal we felt full and we walked a round for cam whoring ! =X

more in FB .

back to house and you can see is ...

Raulph Lauren VS Burberry .

our loves .

then is the time for dessert time !

before we continue there's a joke when we went to get the cake we ordered the cake like you should write ' Happy 19th Birthday ' but they wrote ' Happy 90th Birthday ' .

when we got it we were like WTH ?

However , it's really a joke for Carmen .

cakeeee . =D

loves .

The ' gang ' we had in NZ .

They're more but they weren't there .

=X

the day end with loves .

Hope Carmen enjoy it .

Operation .

The doctor said I shall have a operation

when I'm done with it .

Happy Easter , peeps .

loves .

Easter Sunday , no shops open today so we woke up , bath , eat and watched tv then went to aunty May's house again for cooking stuff ! The day was okay went to the beach and had a time to sit on the swing think of the memories ... then walked back to the house and help with the food for dinner . After dinner we had some thing like M'sia pancakes not roti canai i forget what they call as , it taste alright but i likey local ones . =D

Btw , I got my dad's call today he said he gonna buy a phone and he might change with me and another phone for my sis ! =D if he really wanna buy my sis gonna get N97 mini or i will get N900 if my dad get it . if la but most probably he wont buy N900 for himself or change with me . I know I just bought a new phone not about two months but it broke down like nobody buisness can't be on again ! WTF ? I need it so much wey ! =( I'm now using the old phone ' click click ' ...

About the title ;

That day I went to see dentist and I had a x - ray she said I gonna have an operation when I'm done with my braces about the big bone (the mandible) . Like my lower part of mandible is more bigger than the upper one so I shall take an operation to make it smaller . That time I know it i was like WTH ? is it okay if i dont do it ? hmm ... Wonders in my head turning round and round .

Circle it out , please .

lock me up in middle of the city .

Daylight Saving .

pass the chain and lock me up , please .

Day started with a W . Woke up , walked and washed ... Think everything in your mind like what you do when you're awake and what you will first do when you're awake and don't forget think what's in your mind . Every wh - questions is in ' there ' like the deepest part in your heart . Let the questions end for a moment and start with a short story . A girl woke up and she though to be girlish today but the style of the day is suck when she looked in the mirror herself . She was wondering who is she ? Look totally weird so she ended up with a simple boxes shirt and a jeans with a converse for her small foot . She went to mid of city today and she enjoyed fish n' chips take away and a scoop of MovenPick with hokey pokey flavor she did tried some tiramisu milk shakes and she enjoyed it . After her meal she went back to a aunty house and enjoy the day cooked M'sia 's food the every first timeshe enjoyed M'sia 's food out station and the taste is totally awesome ! =D Until the dinner she sent her sis to a party and yet went back and sit chat and listen . She used to enjoy it but ... forget about it . The girl's story end with patiently and nothing special happened .

She felt empty and she told me she's trying get use to it but what she trying to is hard like me . I always try my best to but is too bad I doesn't get it ! She said she wonder why no one leave message to her or send an short e - mail to her or even type a single word is more than enough . What I felt as what she said is just same ... ofcz I never wish my friends will do these to me so I never though of these and that . Am I confusing myself or is she confusing herself ? Every moment of life is important but for her and I is just sucks for no reason .

She wishes there is a girl / boy to care like ...

hope cant last long .

600th post .

I can't believe that !

Just hold the lights in your hand .

Yesterday ;

First to say is Happy April Fool peeps .

Woke up and when to interview for school enrollment things I chose my subjects there are Eng , Maths , Science , Art , Accounting and Geography even the school haven't started yet I regret to choose the subject like account and geog . Damn It !! How am I going to leave when I dont have any basic at all and I'm going to study it in second term with no BASIC ! Gosh i'm regret now what to choose ? I was thinking of getting media but the class is full ! what can I do ? Worries !!!!

tomorrow is holiday and today is last day of first term ! I'm still worried ! WTF ? Then went to shop har but I bough nothing . My mum bought 2 pair of shoes in Kumfs . The day is sucks !!!

Today's ;

Woke up bathed and yet I played Left 4 Dead

thanks to James Chong for asking me to try about it ! Can you guys believe that I love this game ? is really good if i can I gonna get the full version of it ! haha . after I played the game when to new house and be the gardener again ! the last time I went I got torn hurts is freaking pain ! I hate rose !!!! It's really suck ! the days I had suck !

Big P and S :

Let's forget about it .